The Beginning

Since I feel like this is going to be more of a journal type thing, I would like to keep it fresh in my mind and such about how He and I met and details of how our relationship is going.

The beginning:

As a gamer girl, I meet quite a few people on Steam going into different games and such. Friends meet different friends through other friends. So one night, while playing Left 4 Dead 2 with a friend of mine (CID), he thought it would be nice to have his other 2 friends Kali (an awesome friend) and "Tr1"(My Love) join. We went into vent and talked for a bit in there before the zombie massacre began. As we all began to talk about our night, he began to get feisty with me. He was giving me attitude and being a complete douche to me. I let the attitude roll off my back and completely ignored his douchery because: 1. I was tired and 2. I didn't feel like being a mean person to him. So as we kept going into the game, we became friends nearly 10 minutes in. The attitude died down and we just began to talk about random details and after a moment, we went and played another random map. After playing for a bit, I had remembered that I had to go out of town that next day and I logged off.

I went to San Jose for 3 days. Family situations with birthday parties and family time. I remember being in the rental car in a nail salon/Toys R Us parking lot waiting for my cousins to get done when I got onto YM. When I got on Yahoo I immediately began to talk to CID (our mutual friend). He had told me that "Tr1" had told him while playing "Where's Steph...she would know what to do". That little sentence had made my whole weekend so much better. I came back that Sunday and had a blast being able to play with him and the gang.

As time went on and we played numerous other games, we swapped skype information. Our first conversation lasted 18+ hours. We talked about almost everything and anything. It was amazing how we both just felt so comfortable telling each other our lives stories. Minor details to major events. This is when I knew that he was my other half. We talked for nearly 14 hours a day for a month and fell hard for each other. We swapped phone numbers, addresses, and each others hearts. He said "I love you" first. He fell for me so hard and I couldn't help but dive right into the amazingness of his love. We had been open and raw with each other. We fell asleep (and still do) on skype. We confessed our most deepest confessions to each other. We just connected on a strong and intimate level than we've ever connected with anyone else before (in my opinion).

Most of you would think that this is just a stupid love story. A lame excuse for the term love. We've never met and you can't be in love with someone you've never met. Well, for those who say that and are Christian...why can you love with your "God" and "Jesus" that you can't see but I can't be in love with someone who I can see (via webcam) that makes me feel amazing, communicates with me, and have him tell me he loves me directly? For those of you who judge us...what makes your love story (if you have one) any better than ours?

My love for him is strong, pure, and the truest of trues. He is my most sacred person. I can't go a day without talking to him. I'm his obsession and he is my addiction and we like it that way. So now, we take each day planning our future. We plan baby names. We plan moving details. We plan almost anything.

I am not saying that we haven't had fights or anything like that but we know that in order for us to grow together as a couple, we have to go through the good and bad so we learn about each other. Because knowledge is power! (lol)

We are not perfect. We don't claim to be. We just love each other. No more, no less.

With love,
'STB'
Mrs. H.