The masks had come off today. The raw emotion that I felt today was very harsh and very unsettling. I couldn't stand it for a brief moment in time. The anger he felt and the lack of care that I had. It's not that I didn't care as much as I didn't know the whole story. It left a dent in my heart as we ended the call so soon. It was as if we had gone a step back rather than improve upon ourselves and talk the issue out. Being myself, I went over each word he said to me, each thought. The words repeated in my mind. The pain just kept getting stronger and stronger. I knew that in order to make this right, we had to talk about it. I did say things that I didn't mean to say prior to him, so for that I said sorry. I said sorry for the lack of care I showed upon this issue. I said sorry for the hurt I may had brought to him. Yet, at the same time, I expressed how much pain I myself had felt when he said certain words. We discussed this. We spent a minimal time frame saying I'm sorry but thats because we forgive easily. The thing that we (mostly him) did speak about was the issue in general. I listened to each word he spoke. The pain he felt as he spoke about it. I was able to hear the emotion he had in his heart. It was beautiful. It was pure. It was full of passion I hadn't ever seen before. This moment I saw was one of the most touching experiences we have shared to date. 

Tonight made me realize how much I am in love with him and that no matter what we may say and go through....we are going to be more than fine. We're going to be fantastic. Our love is what keeps us strong. 

With love,

'stb'

Mrs. H.